Environment and lost of self-confidence?

well, im 21/male and due to my job situation I temporary live in a 3rd world country which I better call it hell! In this country, if you are a man and your hair is longer than 1cm or if you put on jeans or sport shoes or if you put on colorful shirts people call you sissy!!!! well everytime I go out, there are milion of eyes on me, they are looking at me they way like Im an alien or something for them! they approach me, annoy me, tease me and they think that im not man enough! actually I had a couple of fights but then I realized if I continue fighting people I would have to have hundrads of fights everyday. I decided to cut my hair and be some kind of old-fashioned. but nothing works! they still look at me very bad, like they hate me. this really affected me, like I feel i lost my self-confidence and I experience some kind of depression as much as I dont want to go out and I prefer to stay at home. wut do you think I have to do? where do I've to look when they look at me??? Thank U

Environment and lost of self-confidence?
One thing is for sure, environments like third world countries our any other countries don't always like foreigners...you have to adapt, it's life. Obviously you are striving to change and conform, but realize this, they are only ridiculing you because they know it gets to you. Change your focus and mentality, keep on wearing your own clothes, be better than them, even at some point, try and help them out, if they are in trouble...still don't let your confidence down, you know you are living in a third world country, pretty much trash, so just absorb it and move on from it.




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